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i am Colleen Marie Kozikowski, a 49-year-old white Traditional Catholic wife of over 20 years and mother of 5 in Toms River, New Jersey, USA. i hold a Juris Doctor and worked as a general practice attorney until i started having kids after which i became a stay-at-home mom and eventually a homeschool mom. all family, friends, neighbors, churchgoers, former coworkers and classmates know me as the prim, proper, modest, conservative, perfect faithful Catholic woman, wife and mother i had always been. i remained pure not having sex until with my husband on our wedding night when i was 28 years old. i never even engaged in masturbation in my entire life. i remained the good woman and wife all the years, until...

about 7 years ago my husband got a big promotion at work, the money being too much to pass up. his job now has him traveling the world 2 to 3 weeks at a time every month. my oldest son is away at college & my second oldest is away at a Traditional Catholic boarding school, and when my husband is away family or friends will take the other 3 for a week or more so i can relax by myself. even in summer when there is no more school the older two are often out or away, spending time with friends or family giving me my alone time. with so much time home alone, without the good frequent (and proper) sex i was used to, i started to slip. the internet WAS always there and i started perusing pornographic web sites, watching videos which are often very sick, perverted and taboo. masturbation soon followed, i can't believe i never masturbated until i was 43 years old! then chat rooms where i was chatting with who knows who, engaging in cyber-sex very frequently.

after some time at this one guy convinced me to meet him for dinner. i was reluctant but i did, but never imagined that dinner would be me topless and him with his pants down in the back of my minivan in the parking lot of the Ocean County Mall in Toms River. his cock ended up in my mouth and my dinner was his cum. when he exploded in my mouth i did not know what to do so i swallowed every drop as i did not want to stain the seats of the van where we travel often as a family. when this was over and he left i sat there for a while, in shock at what had just transpired. i felt very ashamed and when i went home i turned off my computer. for several weeks i avoid all the depraved fun i was engaging in.

however, my next time home alone i went back online. i could not help it, i needed online porn and more. when i logged on he was there. despite my previous shame he convinced me to meet him again, in the same place. i got there early and drank near half a bottle of tequila while waiting for him as i was so nervous this time. when he arrived i was so completely drunk and wasted. he got in my van, pulled me to the back and ripped off all of my clothes tearing them to shreds. he slapped me around and called me the most terrible & degrading things. he fucked me so hard in my pussy which he filled with his cum, and a lot of cum it was! he then fucked my ass and then right from my ass into my mouth with his cock that was dirty from my ass. he slapped me around and threw me back into the front of the van. he then left with all my clothes, or what was left of them. i remained there drunk, fucked in all three holes, and with his hot cum oozing out of me. his cum was splattered all over the inside of the van on the seats, the windows, the ceiling and even the dashboard. since he took my clothes with him i found a sheet and covered myself with it and passed out hidden underneath. i woke up hours later, after dark, and while still buzzed i drove home and went right to my bed. i felt back asleep with his cum dried all over my body but some still oozing out of me and onto my sheets. i felt extremely ashamed but at the same time realized that i had become a total slut, a whore, and object for the sexual gratification of others. my journey into sexual depravity was complete. i needed more.

i was lucky to not get pregnant, but at the same time i wanted this to continue. other women i chatted with told me about a doctor in New York City who performs secret tubal ligations for wives who want to cheat without condoms, pills, etc. the only payment he required is the be the first to fuck you after it is done while his staff watches and keeps a video record. they then can take turns with you. my extreme horniness convinced me to go through with it despite the video evidence that would be kept. after all, we do not want any more kids so the inability to get pregnant was not a big deal even though this procedure was very contrary to my religious faith.

since then, i have become a such big time slut and whore. for the past 6 years i have had sex with so many men, women, trans, 1 on 1, groups, gang bangs, glory holes, even k-9 & worse. no matter how much i do, no matter how deep i go into depravity, it is never enough. i always want and need more and more. nothing is too taboo or too perverted. nothing is off limits. if it can be done, i am willing to do it. anyone or anything that wants to fuck me can fuck me.

i never cheat at home. i always meet people away from my house and am not afraid to travel outside my area. my husband is ok with me taking trips when i have my week or more alone so i have had sex all over New Jersey, New York City, Philadelphia as well as beyond in the US and Canada. i have been sexually used by hundreds over these past 6 years and i look forward to saying thousands (maybe i have already surpassed 1000). i cannot stop. i do not want to stop. this is who i am, what i am now. yet, i have managed to keep this secret from everyone who knows me. i only do it when all are away and i am alone. despite being a local slut, nobody has found out, or not that i know of.

are you local? do you know or recognize me for real? please tell me if you do.
demand my real full name, maiden name, date of birth and where i am now and where grew up, my schools, the emails of my husband, his brother, my sister, my mother, my three oldest sons, my daughter, my best friend, my oldest friend from childhood, our former foster son. all this so you can use, abuse, degrade, humiliate, expose, blackmail me for real.

colleenkoz176@gmail.com

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