Colleen0176

i am a 48 year old white Traditional Catholic wife of 19 years and mother of 5 in Toms River, New Jersey, USA. i hold a Juris Doctor and worked as a general practice attorney until i started having kids after which i became a stay at home mom and eventually a homeschool mom. all family, friends, neighbors, churchgoers, former coworkers and classmates know me as the prim, proper, modest and conservative, perfect Catholic woman, wife and mother. i remained pure not having sex until with my husband on our wedding night when i was 28 years old. i never even engaged in masturbation all my life. i remained the good, faithful woman and wife all the years, until...

about 6 years ago my husband got a big promotion which has him traveling the world 2 to 3 weeks at a time every month. my oldest two sons are often away at a Traditional Catholic boarding school out of state most of the year, and when hubby is away family or friends will take the other 3 for a week or more so i can relax.

with so much time home alone, without the good frequent and proper sex i was used to, i started to slip. the internet WAS always there and i started perusing pornographic web sites, watching videos. some of these very perverted and taboo. masturbation soon followed. then chat rooms where i was chatting with who knows who, engaging in cyber sex very frequently. after some time one guy convinced me to meet him for dinner. i did, but never imagined that dinner would be me topless and him with his pants down in the back of my minivan in the parking lot of the Ocean County Mall in Toms River. his cock ended up in my mouth and my dinner was his cum. when he exploded in my mouth i did not know what to do so i swallowed every drop as i did not want to stain the seats of the van where we travel often as a family. thogh i felt very ashamed after that, he convinced me to meet him again in the same place. this time i got there early and drank near half a bottle of tequila while waiting for him, figuring the alcohol would relax me and make me less nervous. aas much as i drank, i was so drunk. this time we were both completely naked in the back of my minivan, this time with his cock in my pussy which he filled with his cum. when he was done i stay in my minivan which was parked away from the mall building, naked and under a sheet while his cum traveled deep inside me, sperm seeking an egg to fertilize. about 4 hours later i was able to drive ho,e just covered by the sheet. i got home and fell asleep.

i was lucky to not get pregnant, but at the same time i wanted this to continue. i felt more ashamed but somehow i liked the feeling of shame. my journey into sluthood was complete. other women i chatted with told me about a doctor in New York City who performs secret tubal ligations for wives who want to cheat without condoms, pills, etc. the only payment he required is the be the first to fuck you after it is done while his staff watches and records a video record. my extreme horniness convinced me to go through with it, despite the video evidence and fear i could be exposed if he ever is. after all, we do not want any more kids so tied tubes are not a big deal as long as nobody knows.

since then i have become a big time slut and whore. for the past 5 years i have had sex with so many men, women, trans, 1 on 1, groups, gang bangs, glory holes, even k9. no matter how much i do, no matter how deep i go into depravity, it is never enough. i always want and need more and more. nothing is too taboo or too perverted. nothing is off limits as nothing satisfied me anymore. if it can be done, i am willing to do it. anyone or anything that wants to fuck me can fuck me.

i never cheat at home. i always meet people away from my house and am not afraid to travel outside my area. i can eve do overnight trips and as my husband is ok with em taking little vacations when i am alone, i can travel quite far. i have been sexually used by hundreds over these past 5 years and i look forward to saying thousands. i cannot stop. i do not want to.

yet, i have managed to keep this secret from everyone who knows me. i only do it when all are away and i am alone. i do my best to be careful and for 5 years i have.

are you local? do you know or recognize me for real? please tell me if you do.
demand my real full name, maiden name, dob, original hometown, schools, emails of husband, sister, oldest son, more to totally use, abuse, degrade, humiliate, expose and blackmail me.

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