HabaneroPB

I'm nerdy and kinda shy at first..
I like learning about computers, video games, music, audio systems, peace, and the golden rule.
I really enjoy playing Guitar Hero and Rock Band, as I'm extremely impressive on guitar and drums on expert. If you find those things cool, you WILL be impressed, lol.
I am Bipolar.. But that doesn't mean i'm dangerous. I rapid-cycle and mixed-episode, so my emotions are my main enemy. I can still feel happy, though.. And usually, i'm neutral, due to years of conditioning. I try not to let things bother me, but if anyone I care about is offended, then my buttons are pushed. I will never hurt or wrongfully smite another. In fact, I avoid being in the thick of drama and conflict or try to peacefully resolve it.
I'm looking for someone that simply cares.. Doesn't judge.. Is patient and honest.. And doesn't expect me to change at the world's blinding pace.
Cuddling is comforting, and I quite enjoy making my companion feel good, without expecting the world in return. It should be a freedom to give any form of pleasure, even if there is no reason except that it's nice.. And if I don't meet standards as to if I deserve receiving nice feelings, then I won't hold it against you, nor will I ever force anything.
Anyways, I think way too much. It causes me to be anxious and shy and fear rejection. It's not that I lack any confidence.. I've just been betrayed before.
I hope to at least be able to hang out with someone new. I won't expect too much, so I'll appreciate it even more if my expectations are exceeded.
Let me know if you'd like to get to know me or text me. I don't bite.. Hard. =P