Nazanin

My name is Nazanin but the kids in our family call me Auntie Nazy, so I’m going to stick to my nick name.

I’m a 44-year-old widow living in an Islamic country. On the outside, I’m a strict Hijabi woman. I have to be like that in order to keep my job as a government employee. I have achieved promotions and rewards, and have been celebrated as a model employee purely because of my strict Hijab and being on time when the prayer begins, while I don’t actually do any work, nor do I believe in any of it! My work time is more like play time for me. I watch porn and other kinds of movies and TV series, make personal calls, do online shopping and other things while I’m sitting on my office chair. Right now, I’m writing this while sitting on my office chair!

I have had some unusual sexual experiences. Since I can’t talk about them freely elsewhere, and more importantly, since we have a very correct saying: “describing the pleasure is half of the pleasure”, I came here to talk about my experiences, have the other half of the pleasure and share it with everyone.

Some of my experiences might be seen as taboo experiences. For example, I have had sex with close relatives who were not even half of my age. But I stand by what I do. Regardless of what the society thinks or what the cultural norms dictate, such relationships were mutually beneficial and we became better people after it. I have made proper men, ready for serious relationships, out of pure brats. I have turned perverts into family men. I have helped girls to overcome their sexual fears and shame and achieve justice in their relationships with men. I really believe I’m doing the right thing and I’m not ashamed about it.