andr3a

I have been bi for a lot of years.And for the most part all my friends know that I’m bi. I have had some girlfriends. Not many though, where I live in a small town in the south not too may people go for same sex relationships. So I just thought it’s a phase I’m in at the moment, it will pass but it hasn’t. Being alone is not so bad, I find this man and he is great. I could not have asked for better, We have been together for 3 months, he has known I’m bi from the start. Here’s were I’m confused. I have this great man whom I love, but I want to be with a women. No there is no women I’m talking to or even seeing. I pride myself in being who I am at all times so I feel I’m not being fair to him. I feel like I need to be one way or the other. And in my heart I know which way I’m heading but it will hurt the people I love most in my life. My head is spinning and I can’t seem to focus on anything but wanting so badly to just be with a women. And that is just so selfish to me… any advice on this I would gladly take. Here we go its andr3amadison my yhoo Im.