daniellaaderson

"Seek" and "need" have different connotations. After a very long time with an iceberg, I'm just looking for a little warmth, compassion and at least a little understanding of my needs instead of hers all the time. I satisfy as best I can, mostly to keep my daughter away from the screaming fits that result when I fall a little short. I realize that "fall short" is relative and I may be defining it unrealistically. When I was a professional road player, marriage was unthinkable because I saw so many splitting up under the pressure of one partner being gone and the other staying home. When I quit, I looked forward to the next chapter in my life but didn't realize how many there were who would take advantage of the situation. I will always regret not taking time to get to know my wife for the aftermath has been emotionally devastating for both myself and my child. A healthy bit of skepticism, no doubt from my professional background,and being burned in, rather, frozen out of; my current marriage has made me leery of these Internet relationships. I'm looking for the least intrusive way out of situation and I sense in you someone who may be a key. I want honesty, I want integrity and I want sophistication so whomever is with me is be able to carry on intelligent conversations in a variety of situations. I sense these qualities in you. Above all, I'm looking for absolute discretion and the patience to wait until things change; to be there when it's time to make the change. That is an impossibly unrealistic thing to ask, but, well, you wanted honesty. I do not expect that of you