humbo1dtan

I am an easy going and down-to-earth kinda guy who has his head in the clouds and his heart stuck in loneliness... Just waiting to get a woman who will accept me giving her all my heart - all my feelings/emotions and all my love - and reciprocate it back to me, a woman who will not abandon me. I hope to find a girl who I will be coming home to, trusting fully, respecting, sharing my hopes, concerns, thoughts, sorrows, fears, joys, blessings, family and life with. I desire to serve a woman. smile

P.S.: I really hate being ignored or being given "the silent treatment." I had two people I loved at two different points in my life do that to me for many months/years and it destroyed my emotions, self-esteem, optimism, hope and a whole host of other things. So, I can honestly say that I am sensitive to that. But, people will be people; I cannot change others at will nor do I want to... that is their choice and obvious right to be who they are or want to be. I respect that.

Hey there. This is me. I do not have any "revealing" photos, since I am somewhat modest in appearance (but my speech varies in modesty from full modesty to zero modesty, depending, and I am 100% anti-politically correct to all ends of the earth since there ain't a damn thing correct about politics/politicians... ewwww, I said politicians... I need a couple showers after saying that).

Anyways... I am an easy going and down-to-earth kinda guy who has his head in the clouds and his heart stuck in loneliness... Just waiting to get a woman who will accept me giving her all my heart - all my feelings/emotions and all my love - and reciprocate it back to me, a woman who will not abandon me. I hope to find a girl who I will be coming home to, trusting fully, respecting, sharing my hopes, concerns, thoughts, sorrows, fears, joys, blessings, family and life with. I desire to serve a woman. smile. But, until I find that special someone I am totally willing to just have sex with whoever I find cute, because even something like that CAN turn into something more than just a moment in time and feeling good. So, whether it turns into something more or not I am here for both being DTF and relationship matters. P.S.: I really hate being ignored or being given "the silent treatment." I had two people I loved at two different points in my life do that to me for many months/years and it destroyed my emotions, self-esteem, optimism, hope and a whole host of other things. So, I can honestly say that I am sensitive to that. But, people will be people; I cannot change others at will nor do I want to... that is their choice and obvious right to be who they are or want to be. I respect that.



I am working in healthcare for the time being. I want out. I want to go into massage therapy. Currently working on a secret project with my pen pal Donovan.

I'm good at: Lame jokes, randomness, and whatever comes to mind. Except that, and that... Hey, not that either, but maybe that. lol :p But here are my interests........ Hiking, camping, kyaking, pool, darts, martial arts, long walks, dining, video games, hacktivism and/or activism, swimming, small get-togethers, writing poetry, cooking, massage, board games, cuddling, sex, holding hands, religious studies, ancient history, giving a darn, not giving a darn, secret stuff you want to keep secret, revenge (or at least the thought of it... hellloo, I AM a scorpio, after all, lol), pointing out the obvious, being a goof, playing the part of a ditz for fun (or for real, I really don't care), getting along with people, romantic or nice gestures of affection, serious talks, just being real, staying in, going out, and... you. :)

Some favorite stuff: Italian, Thai, Chinese, Japanese, Cajun, American. Music? Quite varied, but mostly uplifting stuff and some rock like Wolfmother, Michael Franti, Bill Monroe, Tenth Avenue North, Manafest, Maroon 5, B.E.P., Vanilla Ice, Michael Jackson, Toby Keith, Garth Brooks, Big & Rich, Anuna, Adelle, AC/DC (some of their stuff), The Eagles, The Beach Boys, Blind Melon, A Flock Of Seagulls, White Stripes, Jet, Relient K, Greenday (the old days of Greenday), Chinese Orchestra, Slayer, Mortification, Bloodgood, The soundtracks from Oh Brother Where Art Thou and Chrono Trigger, and more. Movies? No horror and no foreign films (I hate reading my movies because you never get to see what is going on).

7 things I cannot live without:
Umm... Stuff and... things. Yeah... Stuff... and things... lol

My survival

A way to help/protect others

My heart, for multiple reasons.

My mind. (duh)

A wife

Freedom

Some dignity

What I do on my time off or on weekends: I do not party. Bad, disturbing experiences partying. But I am ready for having various kinds of fun. Mostly hanging out or going places or staying in... It all just depends on what's up. :) Saturdays I study or help my friends help the poor.

Oh... And it'd work best if just as long as you are seeking a long-term close relationship - especially MARRIAGE :) :) :) - and have no current relationship. I am also open to sex before marriage.


What I look for in a woman:
A woman who does not pay any kind of head games, she must be able and willing to speak her mind anywhere and especially around me, she must also be a very good confidant and not reveal private, personal, or otherwise special/sacred details or matters of what her and I share with each other to anyone else without express consent between us both about how much will be shared and who will be informed. She must also have some level of confidence and recognize that I will accept her how she is and where she is at in life if she is serious about having a committed relationship that has an aim or goal of marriage. Any woman who gives me the "silent treatment" for more than a week I will immediately break up with or divorce for a very, VERY good reason: I had two different women at two different points of my life that I loved beyond measure, beyond life and beyond all else who did that to me upon what everyone else agrees as baseless reasons or complete lack of reason and it has ruined many aspects of my life over the last 10 years. I will not accept going back to reliving a sorrowful and hellish existence because of what a woman does to me. I desire to talk, work things out, have understanding and deal with things in a much more pro-active or mutually beneficial manner. Please, no cheating emotionally or physically. If it happens I will forgive you - please do not leave me alone - but I will be handling the person you cheat on me with in any way I so desire (calling police for trespassing, beating the creep, or otherwise forcing them to vacate the premises forever). I prefer (but by NO means require) a woman who shares like interests, is better at things than me, knows martial arts/self defense, likes/uses old school weaponry like bows, swords, etc., a girl that packs or owns a firearm, a tomboy who doesn't dress butch or like a dude too much, and has home and business savvy, plus is good with mathematics since I really suck at math, and religious but not occultic. SERIOUS TURN ONS: Big breasts. The bigger the better. Also... Practicing Jewish girls, women who are learning or can fluently speak Hebrew, stydy it, or otherwise are involved in any blending of Judaism with Christianity (being general here, so bear with me) because that really turns me on or gets my most immediate interest. Kinda weird that I am willing to sleep around and I am looking for faith-based girls? I can explain and it makes perfect sense: I do NOT want to sleep around, but I friggin' will do so in order to pass the time and fill the void of extreme loneliness if even for a night. I want that reversed ASAP, which is why I am here.

Aaaand.... I have no tattoos or piercings that I am aware of.