im44_andconfused

i am 44 years old married. but have always had bi sexual fantasies. i also love to dress in women clothing (not passable) but it makes me feel so sexy and slutty. as long as i can remember even as a child i always stole panties, bras, hose etc and loved dressing up and masturbating living out some wild fantasies in my mind as i did it. always being a bottom and pleasing a man. i am over weight, ok lets be honest fat i do not consider my self attractive at all i have a small cock that i have always had a complex over. but at age 44 i have reached a point in my life if i can meet the right person i am willing to step over the line and fulfill my life long fantasy of pleasing a man and exploring my femmin side.