My past

What alot of you wont know is i use to be addicted to pills. It go so bad i would do anything for some. I wasnt working at the time so of course didnt have money. I had friends who would hook me up but wasnt enought....i had to do what i had to do. I tried just being friends who guys who sold but wasnt working. I had to do more. Now at this time i was new to sex with men. Never gave head or been fucked by a guy then. My first dick i got was from a guy selling. He was a friend growing up ane he would get me sooo high. He first said he only wasnted to go down on me. So i let him. Next i know hes jamming a cock into my pussy. It was so much i didnt know what to think. Just grabbed my thighs and was pumping. He pulled out ane came between my legs and boobs. I then met a guy in the bar i was at with friends. Told my friends we was going for cigs but really we took my car to this back road close to my home where he fucked me in my back seat for a handful of pills. Met a guy a PBR that took me to his place and forced me to suck his dick. It was either that or get fucked. I told him i would suck him just dont blow in my mouth. Of course he came in my mouth. He held my head down and came in my throat. I started to puke his cum back up. That was my first blowjob. Well it go so bad i would get high at this dealers house named Bo. I would pass out and he would come over and fuck me. He would let his friends come in and fuck me when i was passed out. First time having anal was then. Dont remember much but it was a black guy sticking it in my ass. Bo would fuck me alot too. One time i had to go to the hospital becauae he didnt have a condom on ane came inside me and i needed to get tested. Ive had 2 guys rape me. They was gonna give me a ride home but i never made it there. They took turns fucking me. One came inside me and the other on my face. Made me walk after that until i called a friend at a gas stop. Sooo yeah hope yall enjoy. Lol