My First Foray into True BDSM

My first real foray into true BDSM was with my first boyfriend when he asked if I would do something special for him and of course I said yes but I did not know at the time just what it was. One evening he had me were one of my tight black dresses, and we went clubbing. After a few hours and several drinks (although I was not tipsy in any way) we happened upon a blank door in an alley. He looked at me with his big brown eyes and said to me, "Remember you said that you would do anything for me? This is what I want, I want you to follow my lead and do as you are asked by me. Do you understand?". I stood there and just looked up at him for a minute and then promised that I would.

When he knocked, and the door opened we walked into what I thought was a very smokey bar but I was so wrong. At the bar were half clothed women with collars and leashes attached to them. I looked around in amazement as I took in spanking scenes and women standing about topless. My first thought is that I wanted to leave, but something held me there and I did make a promise to a man that I trusted. He took my hand and led me down a narrow hall way and soon we came upon a room, and he led me in. Women were naked and chained to a glass wall as men took floggers, paddles, crops, and straps to them. Panic must have crossed my face for he held me close and smiled down at me. "This is what I want of you my sweet," I heard him whisper into my ear. All I could do was shake my head as he started to undress me. Slowly unzipping my dress and sliding it down my body as others watched. I could feel the warmth of my embarrassment flood over me. As I stood there, frozen to the floor, clothed in nothing but my bra and panties I felt his warm fingers unhook my bra and felt it disappear from my body. He walked me over to the glass wall and proceeded to raise my arm and cuff me to it. I was numb then I felt his fingers slide under the elastic of my panties and slip them slowly down my legs until they too were gone, and all that was left were my heels on my feet. Now he spread my legs and manacled them to rings on the floor.. I was panic stricken, but bound to this wall and knew not was to happen next. Then he placed a blindfold over my eyes and told me that he knew how I loved to be spanked and for me to just relax then I felt the gag being placed in my mouth.

I felt hands caress my bottom and then slide up the small of my back firmly squeezing my shoulders as other hands squeezed my breasts and then pinched my nipples; first softly and then brutally hard causing me to scream out, but that scream seemed to be caught in my throat for the gag refused to let it leave my mouth. I tried to move but could not. "How could I have given my consent to this nightmare?". Now I could feel a cool flat object slide over my bottom, and I knew that it must be a paddle by its size and feel. Ohhhh, how right I was when I felt the first of many hard SMACKS hit my ass cheeks. I could feel the heat on my ass now and the tears slipping down my cheeks. "Please god let this be over soon", was all that crossed my mind at that moment in time. The paddling finally stopped, and I felt my body go limp thinking that it was ended, and I would be released, but how wrong I was.

Suddenly I felt a hand between my legs stroking across my clit. I tried not to get excited but to no avail. My god it felt so good, and then it stopped and I felt the probing of fingers in my pussy. Ahhhh, escaped from my lips, and I heard, "I told you that she would enjoy this", and he was so right because my excitement was intensifying. The probing continued in my cunt but now I could feel a hand gliding over my ass and then fingers entering my puckered small hole. OMG but the sensation sent me into orbit. I started to cum and had no control as one orgasm followed the other. I heard a man say, " She is really spectacular". I didn't feel spectacular just horny as hell. While my ass and cunt were getting worked over I felt fingers now pulling and twisting my nips and suddenly I could hold it no longer moaning so loud that even the gag could not restrain it. My brain just kept repeating....PLEASE DON'T STOP, PLEASE DON'T STOP over and over again. When all action ceased on my body I could feel myself go limp and just hang by the cuffs holding my wrists to the cross that I was attached to, I was starting to feel so exhausted from all of the activity.

When I thought that my release might come I felt the strings of a flogger drift ever so slowly across my bottom and then up my back. While this was happening I felt clamps being attached to my nipples and weights attached to the clamps. My nipples pained me from the weight. Suddenly I felt the CRACK of the flogger as it found my ass. The pain seared through me, but my scream failed to pass over my lips. Again and again I was stuck....harder with each blow causing me to try and move my ass, but the movement was to minimal to avoid the force of the blows. I was crying now hoping that the end would come soon. Suddenly the flogging stopped but my ass and my back burned from the beating that I had just sustained. The clamps were removed from my nips and once again pain seared through me. My legs felt to weak to support me, and I fell into the wall in front of me.

Then I realized that someone was removing my blindfold, and when it was off I recognized the brown eyes looking down on me. He reached up and brushed the tears from my cheek and unfastened the gag that was now paining the corners of my mouth. Now the one cuffed wrist was freed, and when it was I nearly collapsed but was held up by the other still cuffed to the wall. He walked around me to undo the other cuff and when he did all that I could do was fall into his arms.

This was my introduction into a world that I have since embraced for all of my adult life.