my first male

The first time I ever had sex with a man was not what you would call completely consensual. I was fourteen and I guess kinda lonely. I was sitting at home one day during summer vacation with my elder sister and her new boyfriend Jarred. After a while I decided to go take a shower as my sister was starting to head to her room with Jarred for a nap.
I was in my room just finished with my shower and was about to get dressed when I heard my door open behind me. I was startled and when I turned around Jarred was standing at my door locking it behind him. All I could think to say is "what the fuck get out of here". As I was saying that he quickly approached me; he was seventeen and much bigger and stronger than me. He very easily took control of me stripping the towel from my waste exposing my naked body completely. I wanted to yell scream out for help from my sister but I was afraid he would hurt me and her.
He then turned me around and pushed me down so that I was bent over the side of my bed, "Oh hell yeah. I'm gonna love that ass", is all he said. I then heard him taking his pants off. I knew what was about to happen to me but I was too afraid to do anything about it. Then it happened I felt the tip of him touch my hole then push inside me hard and deep. It hurt sooo bad, I had to cover my mouth with my hands so as not to scream in pain. He started moving faster and harder and deeper until I could hear and feel his balls slapping against my own as he took what he wanted from me. After what seemed like only a few minutes I heard him say it, "Fuck me you're gonna make me cum". I felt him pull out fast thinking he was just going to cum on my ass or back. Instead he flipped me over like a doll, straddling my chest he jerked his cock for maybe three pumps before he drained his balls all over my face covering my face in his cum. When he was done he simply said "thanks I needed that". Then he put his pants back on and went back to my sisters room for a nap.
I laid there for a while my ass freshly violated, my face covered in cum, trying to wrap my mind around what had just happened to me. What I couldn't understand the most was why I was so hard. I couldn't help but acknowledge that I liked it. I started touching myself jerking myself fast as I could. I wanted to play with my ass but it was too sore from being so recently and forcefully de-verginized. But either way it didn't take long before I was cumming like a volcano all over myself moaning Jarred's name. The next time he came over I made sure to leave my door unlocked for him.

Disclaimer: this story is both fictional and not based on true events in any way. Any events or names in this story are soley from my creation and are not meant to reflect any person alive or deceased.